I am in the middle of many final projects, scoring a film, starting a new job, trying (and failing) to get back in shape, and seeing Ryan every now and then… and why am I blogging?

I don’t know, maybe so you won’t stop reading?
Maybe I just can’t get certain thoughts out any other way.

First day on the job at Berklee City Music today and it has been going well so far.  I am the media content assistant which consists of many things all involving the internet :0]
If you’re interested in what Berklee City Music is, check out the website here.

I am a water drinking failure… In every way. There have been at least two days this week when I looked back and realized I had not drank a drop of water. 


Fail.

Also I am an exercise failure… I had a whole plan to implement and now I feel it falling apart.
Losing this last 10-12 pounds is seeming like an impossible goal.
Pilates and running should not be that difficult, but for my lazy bones apparently it is.
I’ll get back on the bandwagon and try again.
It’s not even the weight on the scale that is my frustration, it’s just that weird ”my jeans don’t fit correctly” feeling.