I am such a woman.
Shocker I know.
I climb to the highest point of my day where everything is wonderful, I’m worshiping God, I love everyone, and then I snap at someone.
ugh.
Self control and the Spirit living in my emotions and feelings is not a strong point of mine. I guess further embarrassment and consequence is the only thing God can use to wake me up and change me.
I have been learning a lot about that and how pain and discomfort bring us to true change.
We’re here in the mountains at the McCalls’ cabin again. It is truly wonderful. They are a blessing to us. I have been struggling with some things for the last two days on this trip that I am just now letting God change in me. It’s a good feeling. Shocking, but good and much needed. More later, I’m tired now and I really cannot form very coherent thoughts.